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Order the wrenches
oaklandOrder the curtains
Create a space for mind to organize
Create a space for materializing the mental matters
Collate the terminology
Agrilogistics
Thinking at Earth Magnitude
Eu-daemon
Neuroplasticity
Etc
The reason I haven't done so already: takes as much time as the reading itself! Must setup a system which can facilitate all these processes while maintaining mindful awareness of why they function: a problem of scaling, small parts to big picture. The hard problem and the very hard problem of consciousness. The Mesopotamian fields that subjectivity was spawned in. To begin: compile the reading list from the last few months - much has been accumulated! Next: chart a speculative trajectory for where it will go, based on an anticipated thesis - tentative, to be sure. Third: comb over what I've already gathered, collect buzz words and scintillating concepts, splay them open upon the operating table, put the voices (of the various authors) in dialogue with each other - and in relation to my own, to differentiate myself within the miasma of sandy particulates.
Remember to get out of the city. Make a plan and execute it, to travel, to wonder, to sit still outdoors, doesn't take so much effort to instantiate a shift in mind. Can't always be staring at the same four walls, or one! During this time, reinstate the recording flow (vox).
Earthquakes, hurricanes, ecological crisis, global scale catastrophe. Put this work (my own, concerning models of the self) in context to these global concerns.